it got lost on it's way

hollllla.OKAY i'm sick and tired of this. i REALLY feel like i'm losing you guys. its not even funny, you two go to school together I don't know if you feel the same way. Yes you guys say its my problem that we never do stuff...okay maybe I am busy very often but you know I can't go a week without doing something or i'll go insane. Were not that close right now, any of us and i hate it. I try, i know you guys do too.. but shit gets in the way like fucking school and work and stuff at home..people say that you lose most of your friends after highschool..i thought we didnt even have to worry about that. i may be over reacting but maybe im not. We actually have to work hard now to keep this boat afloat and im not gonna let it sink. its harder now, we dont see eachother five times a week like we're used too. but we're jealous and we get mad at eachother...to me that means we have something to fight for. i just want you guys to know that you are never replaced, no matter what i say or do. it actually should have NOTHING to do with the others right now..i think that's just an excuse and reason to say that we dont have time for each other. you guys are my loverrs, the ones i tell everything too, i cant even imagine telling the others all my life problems.. Now can we stop acting like jealous little 6 year olds (me included) and make a date sometime soon? lets go to a concert or to supper or skating like lovers do. thanks for listening.